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LOve this song!

2010-03-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

Tears roll down my face..

2010-03-28T00:50:00.007+08:00

i just dnoe wd to do..i feel so2 down... i have no one to express my feelings to..she wont undrstnd hw i felt nw..only god knows i tink..haish..."dear, i just need u to undrstnd hw i feel..i have feelings too u noe..i need ur support and make me feel better..."

toink!

2010-02-22T20:41:00.003+08:00

im starting to miss my girlfriend so much =(
i dont know when im meeting her again..soon ok gf!i really miss u!!
5th March is Next friday dude!!
y so soon?! grrr!
no need to worry though.all i need to do is endure and enjoy NS life for the nxt 2 years..
2years huh,thats fucking long.sigh...
wonder how gf continue her life without me by her side tat often..
im sorry for her..if i can, ill just airwall..but tats a stupid idea..
i love u so much dearest ikah..=P
so ya..till here..will upadate more soon nxt time..

2010-02-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

2010-02-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

2010-02-07T03:32:00.002+08:00

i will try to be more understanding starting from now on..

Super Duper Boring!

2010-02-01T18:54:00.003+08:00

Another Super Duper Boring Day At home..!
Mum's out sending my aunt to clinic for checkup..
i get left out alone at home..so bored!
playing games,facebook and browsing through Youtube is
all ive been doing for the past few hours..hmm..
should have not played a fool with my job and get fired..
if nt nw im doing some IB or EB (coffee bean stuff)..lol!
miss my Cute little GF..wonder what shes doing nw..hmm..-__-"
32 more days to NS!!haiya..

Fun, Fun & Fun!

2009-12-12T00:19:00.005+08:00

These are all the Planners for 2day activity! LOL!

so much fun 2day..its gonna be memorable for me i think..hee
hmm..YAWN!!!more then 24 hrs without sleep..
midnite jogging with GF and Azhar yesterday and then went to rafhan house to for the nite but cnt sleep...
nw im feeling fucking tired..!wth..
im off to sleep soon..tc Ass!!

promisses

2009-12-05T16:47:00.005+08:00

u promiss..but u always wanna break it..i cnt undrstnd.u love me so much as wd u said to me..i trusted u..but u still say "Break"..
i just cnt undrstnd myself too..i say words tat hurt her as i noe i wouldnt want to hurt her..
wds wrong with me..haish..wdeverit is..im nt loosing u again..

"Separation Is A Wound That No One Can Heal,
But Rememberance Is A Gift That No One Can Steal"

=(

2009-12-04T14:53:00.003+08:00

shes gonna leave me..........
haish...i love u so much..
i cnt loose u 1nce again..haish.....
i just cnt..
help me anybody..

Capture!

2009-12-03T10:02:00.001+08:00

im outz soon..go meet my lovely gf..!dada..

=P

2009-11-14T13:56:00.004+08:00

so random!

hello there!
later will be watching 2012 with my family and cozins..
cnt wait to watch it..hmm..
and i love my Nur Atikah so much!
k dada..hahahahahax!!

together and nvr be apart again..

2009-11-07T14:41:00.004+08:00

Finally bck with my dearest ikah on 6th November 2009..
i love her so much..!!!
hope we will last forever...love u dear...

=((

2009-11-01T02:00:00.002+08:00

i just dnoe wds wrng with me...im just upset with ikah...
haish........
nvm..enjoy wadever u wish to..

-___-"

2009-10-31T02:35:00.004+08:00

get new handphone....!!yeepee..!!actually its kinda old,2nd hand hp..hees..

wd to do...i nt enough cash..my skool pocket money sumore..haha!thnx to my dearest sweetheart,she added some money,and for the new sim card as she broke it the last time coz of some reason..hees..

and btw, the nasi lemak shahirah bought for me and ikah were eaten by aim..i forget to taste it before i left.nvm then...but i pity ikah and shahirah..ikah was so hungry and end up the food is all gone when she came bck..she dint even get to taste it..and shahirah,get mad abit..because she bought it just for us all the way frm downtown and then get to noe the nasi lemak get eated by sumbody else..haiya..nvm lah nvm lah..hahah! it is just a Nasi Lemak..we'll go eat it some other day k..hahahahah!

hmm..

2009-10-18T14:31:00.002+08:00

damn..im fucking stress out..many problems to think of these few days..
no sim card..cnt txt or kol anibodi..ans miss my dearest huney..haish..
hmm..meeting her 2morrow insyaallah..

so...yea..im off to buy ciggarates..tata!

haiz.....

2009-10-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

she broke my sim card..wth!
im fcuking not in the mood right nw..
will update more nxt time.

2009-10-11T08:48:00.002+08:00

DAmn Fucking Missing My Babby Boo..!

Yawn!

2009-10-07T03:52:00.005+08:00

sorry readers..long time dint update my blog..lazy dehh...
hmm..
i'm still awake nw,stayed at rafhan place..Rafhan left me all alone to his Dreamland..=(
notin much to do, playing games n browsing through youtube..bored!!!!!!!!!!!!

went jalan raye with Ikah,Acap,Hendra,Jalil n Ismahady..not much house to go..-___-"
then went play L4D with Team1(Rafhan,khalil n hendra) Team 2(Me,Rizal,is,jalil)..
our team won most of the rounds..!so glad tat our team has improved..yeayo..!
c ya'all in round 2..! haah..

YaWn..!!meeting ikah later on..ok im off to sleep..nity-niteZz..hees..

2009-09-19T16:05:00.004+08:00

found this pic sumwhere..haha..!selenge but cute ikah..hehs..=)

1 more day to Hari Raye Aidilfitri!
HHuuuuwwah...!!
damn tired...!!just finish help mama do kitchen stuff.like anak dara plak..-___-" peal potato,cut chicken,cut daging,peal onion,cut vege,blender the ingredient n many more..nw having my rest..phieww..!but mama say thers much more to do later..haiya..my brother easy sey..only help papa with kemas2 stuff..yesterday sleep at 4a.m,many things to do....raye2...u make me tired..but nvm..Hari Raye time is when i earn money..hahahah..!free money!who dnwan kn..?haha!
kk..till here..tired...!wanna rest..=))

2009-09-18T04:27:00.005+08:00

=( does she really mean it?all the words came out frm her mouth hits me hard..
tears drop...haish..im speechless,im so fucking stress n upset rite nw..cnt sleep..!!wds wrong with u dear..?y so sudden?haiz..no matter wd,i will still love u..

2009-09-18T02:05:00.007+08:00

1000508~010109

hello2..!
bck home..nw helping mama make kuih raye..tired..!!2 more days to raye sey..cnt wait..
dint attend skool again..-___-" went to ys meet ikah,hendra,miraa.momo,sab,acap n fwens n the G Skater..haha..!slack2 and smoke non stop..
hmm,get irritated just nw bout the teasing just nw..i noe my mistakes,just don like it when they started to tease me bout..im really trying hard to change..people nvr seems to undrstand me..i really want to make things better as my past mistakes destroys everything..and i noe,ikah feels hurt when someone reminds her bout the past..hendra started eveything..haiz..all i can do is just to accept everything they says..
oh god..i really wanna change myself to be a better person just for ikah..but it seems to be hard..im really trying my best u noe..bcoz of me,our relationship collapse..so nw im gonna make things better..its gonna be really hard i guess..but i noe,Patience is the most important for me nw..im doing this for u dear..just for you ill change myself..n im sure,1 fine day,ill prove to u tat ill be the 100508 Shah Danial..love u dear..and of course understand ur situation nw..btw,ur so sweet dear..hee.. xoxo!

2009-09-16T01:39:00.004+08:00

edited pics for mum..Naufal face tak perlu sia..

tired dehh..meet ikah,shairah,MJ,her sister after school..then meet hendra,they acompanny me have my meal at ljs..ikah went to werk at 6.30..sad2..then go meet Aim at his house...his sister is so cute..she was like "Abng Aim!'Abng Aim!" with her cute little voice..hahah..!after tat went to Rafhan's house..Ismahady n Khalil was there..Rafhan,as usual,talking to Sheerah otp..haiya..nw bck home..yawn..!

I Love U Nur Atikah...

2009-09-13T02:07:00.000+08:00

i just dnoe wd more to do..she ignore me..haish..all i can say is im sorry..
y couldnt u undrstnd me?its not 100% my mistake..i dint noe tat u'r joking around..
haish..im sorry dear..really sorry..say whatever u wanna say..
i still love u no matter how much u cursed n hate me..
ill promiss tat ill change 1 day..

2009-09-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

cute kn cute kn..?ohh..love u ikah..

hmm..lazy to update...will update if im in the mood..dada..

2009-09-10T01:54:00.000+08:00

sweet kn sweet kn..?hee..

overslept again n dint get to go to skool..forever sia i overslept...haish...
went to meet ikah n shairah...we played L4D..shairah treat us..tq..!sorry to hendra,he came late to the lan gaming..he dint get a chance to play..kesian pe..haha..!
then wnet bck to np to meet Lydia..she like not in the mood sey..asik nak marah2 over a small things..but in the end shes ok..n i need to give her dickies bag soon..im getting irritated by her nagging for her bag.. -____-"
went to have my breakfast with ikah..both eat chicken rice,share 1 bowl of ice-kachang,talk2,laugh2 n cnnt tahan c her smile sweetly,like wanna pinch her chicks...sweet kn sweet kn..?hee. wad a sweet couple..hahah..!miss those times..hmm..but nvm,things must move on..this my job now,i need to change myself n make her happy always..i think by doing this shes helping me to change myself..i feel a littel bit better nw..love u sweety..!=)
hmm..then we walk slowly to the lan game coz shes playing l4d with her peeps..gonna miss hafiz coz hes serving his NS this friday..
when im otw bck to np i saw momo n the other skaters outside ljs..theyre skating..i joined them awhile for skate n then went bck home...hmm..cnt go home late nwadays..dad keeping nagging n nagging at me..irritating sia..k lah..till her.wanna chat with my Cuppycake..dada..!

2009-09-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

hmm..tired....!!!yesterday i stay over at acab house..we played guitar,composed own song,record it,talk crap, eat kuih raye(mak die tau cmfirm mati) and much more...quite fun..!sleeping at acab house was too comfortable till i cnt wake up.actually wanted to go skool just nw,but i overslept..wake up at 2+..wtf!
meet my cupcake ikah just nw,she accompany me to Peninsula to buy sumtin then went walk2 at Raffles City n i bought her Aunty Anne's Pretzel..absolutely delicious with the caramel dip..!=)
then went bck to yishun n have our breakfast at LJS then mit Momo n sum friends..
wanna go chat with my cupcake..dada..

1st Post =)

2009-09-06T13:20:00.000+08:00

yea..!finally made a blog..quite hard actually cause im not used to it..i think i need somebody's help..Ikah?cn help me will u?hee.. =p

so,nw at home..Damn bored....!!chatting, tagged, facebook games and editting some pics..later im going to Aunt's house for buka..cnt wait for buka..stomach grumbling..grr..hmm..my ikah went jb..so cnt get to txt her,she cnt reply any pun..i miss her so much..=(

hitting her is my biggest mistake off all..i regret everybit of it..should have control myself even more.."Shah tink Shah..!shes a girl,ur GF you LOVE..!you shouldnt do that to her.." everynight were nvr same as before,nw is all about regreting n reflecting about my mistake..no more sweetdreams..sleeping hours nw short for me..ive tried hard to force myself to sleep but i cnt.."Ikah,Ikah,Ikah" in my mind..all i ever wanted was just to make a memorable,happy,loving Love story with her..but nw,its all over..me n my stupidness...nw i cnt do anything to save Shaikah realationship..nw its all in the hands of her..all i can do is to wait, improve myself by the way i treat her, change my behaviour most importantly and make her Happy..!
Love you forever sweety..=(

Tomorrow class start at 1p.m to entah..haha..will be meeting ikah after tat..most proprably will be sending her for school at 7p.m..miss her so much..!cnt wait to meet her..till here..will update more soon if im free insyaallah...